LOVE HER.........OR........LOVE HER NOT

There is this girl who leaves me so confused
Not that it is her fault it’s just that I cannot choose,
Whether to love her…. or…. to love her not
And each day, I’m faced with this difficult spot
Love her… or…. love her not?
You see when I choose to ignore what I feel,
Saying that my feelings cannot be for real
She does something, to appeal, to me and sends sensations through my entire being.
And I start seeing,
Things about her I cannot ignore,
Like she looks so fine when she walks through any door
Plus, the way she smiles, makes me want her more
But, should I love her… or... love her not?
Then; there are these problems,
And I do not have any of the solutions to solve them,
Like sometimes the way we think is like we are from two different worlds,
And I am one, who dislikes arguments and doesn’t want to get on anybody’s nerves,
So I decide it’s best that we remain friends,
Because I’m afraid that if anything goes wrong, that our friendship would come to an end,
So tell me should I love her… or… love her not?
I hope to you I am making sense,
Because I am writing this in a bit of bewilderment,
And I decided that I needed to vent,
To find out if she is my heaven sent?
Because, she is just so extraordinary,
Words cannot even explain the splendour of her beauty,
But there is still confusion whether to give this relationship a shot,
You tell me, love her… or… love her not?
Then there are times it feels like we have so much distance between us,
That, I wonder sometimes if it is worth all the fuss,
I know loving her would be a plus,
And all I would have to do is adjust, but
Love her… or… love her not?
Is the question I have to answer,
And my heart keeps telling me that I should love her,
However, my mind reminds me
Of all the difficulties,
Then I finally see,
That is only God could say if we should or shouldn’t be,
Because he is the only one who could help me sort,
whether to love her… or… to love her not.


Copyright by Kerwin Leeroy Falcon Stephens